It started when, about 4 weeks ago I learned what the new, November Soap Challenge would be and decided I wanted to participate. I went and bought everything I should need and waited for registration to open. The morning of October 26, right before registration opened, my husband texted me telling me he was on his way home, he'd been laid off. The oil & gas service industry is really rough right now, and my husband, a geophysicist, just couldn't be kept on due to major budget cuts.
I seriously considered not doing the challenge, I mean, $6 was still money and it's a meal if we ended up needing it. Then, the supplies showed up on my doorstep. I paid the registration and watched the tutorial a dozen times. I needed to do this, I needed to make soap to make me feel better and I thought if I had a chance at winning, then the prize would surely help me continue making soap while we crunch the numbers on affording to live in the meantime. Besides, did I mention making the soap just kind of makes me feel better?
Anyway, I got to work making soap right away. My first batch was beautiful but NOT good enough! The trace came too quick and it didn't *shimmy* enough. This is the tall & skinny shimmy! I couldn't just ignore a necessary adjective! I immediately ordered more fragrance for as cheap as I could find and got to planning the next batch.
The second attempt when awful. I decided to avoid stick blending it and just stirred it to emulsion. Or rather, not emulsion. It was poured beautifully and looked gorgeous, but it wasn't mixed well enough and, well, you can watch my youtube fail video here.
The third attempt was unscented, I felt weird about making a pretty, colorful soap, with no scent. But I decided I needed to keep trying and wasn't going to let being out of fragrance get in my way. I stickblended a *little* bit and poured, hoping for the best.
Please view this video to see the process!
(My iPad hasn't been very friendly with uploads lately, so this is in two parts.)
Part 1:
Part 2:
Alas, I have achieved a beautiful tall & skinny shimmy. But then here's where more trouble began brewing in my mind. It was beautiful to me, but as my 9th soap ever, I just assumed it couldn't possibly be good enough. I went into the soap making forums I am in on Facebook just to prove to myself that my soap is good enough. I saw several other T&SS participant's soaps. They're gorgeous! Self doubt began to creep in. I shut off the computer for a whole day. I decided to enter the soap anyway. You can't win if you don't play. <3
I hope you all enjoy this soap!
I'm so sorry you are going through a difficult time right now. I will be praying that your husband will find a new job soon!! Glad you have an outlet though...soapmaking is really excellent therapy! I admire your spirit - and your soap! You have definitely prevailed! You have a gorgeous soap with the perfect texture and a lovely shimmy design - and that's something to celebrate for sure!! Congrats!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you! I had no idea making soap would become something to relax me, but I love chemistry and I guess this just kind of tickles my science-loving side.
DeleteI also consider soaping as a therapy!
ReplyDeleteYour soaps looks pretty, love the pastel colors!
Natalia, I never did think of it that way before but I definitely do now! Thank you! I chose the colors based on what I had on hand. I didn't expect to have several failed batches so I didn't plan to have extra stuff on hand - but these little sample packs really do last awhile!
DeleteLove the colors, lovely soap.
ReplyDeleteThanks very much!
DeleteWay to persevere and follow your heart! It may be a scary time but I always find things just seem to work out, especially when you honor your heart!
ReplyDeleteThanks Debi! I really appreciate that :)
DeleteKudos to you for persevering, your soap entry came out beautifully! I hope your husband finds a new job quickly- and that you can continue to those things that help you through the difficult times.
ReplyDeleteThank you Beverly, I greatly appreciate that!
DeleteGlad you didn't pass, it's a beautiful soap. Hoping something will come along for your husband. In the meantime keep soaping, it's great for a stress reliever!
ReplyDeleteThanks! I was watching your attempt on YouTube the other day! I sympathize so much with your FO separation issue! If you saw my rebatch on my 2nd attempt for this, you know how much I feel you on the frustration of having a lovely soap end up all messed up. This is a tricky technique!
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